Post 11

Some friends may be weird, annoying or even embarassing going out with them but at least they are REAL AF. Nothing to hide, no need for pretense and NO DRAMA. If they do not really favor someone or something, they express it. Funny thing is, usually they do not really hate or even anywhere near strongly dislike. Pretty much generous and open-minded people, being able to understand things and situations. Being able to deal with things nicely. Of course, they have their flaws but come on, let's compare it with this other group of friends. (Generally)

So, this other group of friends, you thought that "wow these are really fun people" in fact, filled with complications and internal conflicts, almost like politics going on. From the outside, their bonds may be the strongest ever. Looking almost like a "family", happily ever after. Even I feel like a joke saying this. Putting up all of these just for a freaking show. Heck it. I have probably had enough of watching such drama. It is like watching a typical Taiwan over a hundred of episodes drama, LIVE. Just not that extreme yet but well, pretty close. How long more will people take to stand up for themselves and start voicing out? 

What a post.......

Post 10

Blogging while waiting for my turn to consult the doctor to get a MC. It's actually such a chore.

Upon reading thise hand written letters from friends I used to be so close to, people I used to love so much and vice versa and people I used to connect with so much are now actually just a person that is only considered as normal friends that's almost a stranger, not even making eye contact, nothing. It's really saddening flipping through those letters, with promises even though (promises are meant to be broken, I don't really agree to it yet). It's sad of course but on the other hand, I'm glad that at least we had memories, we used to be each other's happiness, pillar of strength and not to forget someone that we can find comfort in. Some, we may not miss the person himself/herself but it's all the memories that we still hold on dearly to our hearts.

Gna just stop here for now, blog again soon. x

Post 9

Hi guys, currently working as well as surfing the net (blogging). been having school as usual, kinda busy actually hence the lack of blogposts. However, I have been thinking of what should I blog about like beauty products or whatnot but it is going to be funny like as if I am doing an advert or a sponsored post when fact is, I am not even and when there are not many people reading my blog. (or maybe there are, just that I do not know about it). Probably gonna spend some time to think of what to blog about soon. Something happy, something helpful and "productive" which means less irrelevant(?)

oh yes, first day of work at the TOY MARKET @ Seletar Mall today. It was good so far I guess? There is really nothing much to do here, except for servicing the customers, tidying up the place once in awhile and cashiering. REALLY NOTHING MUCH TO DO. You can tell, since I'm blogging now during my work time here. It's funny how a work can be like this but it's good isn't it? Why am I probing so much?

Since I have been working for F&B all along in the past, this is actually my first retail part time job. Too relaxed for me cause of how busy it can be when working for a F&B job, getting all the sores and injuries here and there but of course there's a difference for the pay. Working here, there is no such thing called double pay and no difference in the pay during weekends and weekdays. Whereas, any F&B job will have double pay during a PH or slightly increased pay during the weekends. Nonetheless, I am really satisfied with the current job I am in so far (only my first day). But it is getting fine so far. As for Gelataria Italia job at 313 Somerset, I have been giving my schedule but only 1/2 days at most but I got no shifts at all, then fine since I have this current one now. As long as nothing cocks up.

Cheers, have a good Deepavali day to all my indian friends and good PH for the rest. x

Post 8

Hoping so badly for things to get better, way better and for things to be happy ever after but I guess this only happens in fairy tale? Reality hits me hard enough to realise that it doesn't and will never exist and when things are being thrown at us, we deal with it. Things will get tough and even tougher, who knows. We, all just need to know how to handle it well. Well, whatever it is, be cool with it and I know it's not easy but that's probably the only way I figured out how to make things fall in place better. (Actually for me to be saying all of these feels weird but I guess I can just better express myself through writing) Seriously can't wait for all the test, lessons, talks and whatever that's gonna be relating to school to be over soon, real soon as I'm only looking forward to my year end trip to Hokkaido when it will all starts snowing and it's actually my first time to experience snow?!!?! How amazing can it be if I were to experience it this dec already!!!!!! Can't even contain my excitement for too long anymore. (Hahahahah) on a side note, school tomorrow and definitely looking forward to  days when I'll be able to meet my sec sch friends to catch up and all as well as the weekends.

Ended off the post w something happy, goodnight! x