Post 36

had a really yummy dinner at (i forgot the name of this place) that is at Waterway Point with Crystal yesterday✨ been quite some time since I meet her besides the last time we went drinking at clarke quay. although it was a short dinner and catch up session, i love it 😛 knowing that she sent her car to spray paint it, i really hope her car will be done soon so we can vroom vroom around the town! now can't wait to travel to HK w her and the rest, though there's still one month plus 哭

im breaking down but still have to act up a strong front

inconsistency fucking sucks, this i agree to the largest extent

being known for how incapable and lousy you are sucks too 

when your efforts and the constant improvement you tries to make aren't appreciated and recognised, then what is the point of continuing? 

Because I've been feeling so sick and tired from trying so much and so hard yet people do not appreciate it for already the countless times.