Post 16

i have always been wondering what kind of a person i really am? not just in others' opinion but for myself. many things changed along the way, and i feel that those are not positive changes but negative ones. and reluctantly those changes are changing me as a person too. i start to care lesser, talk lesser and understand lesser. i hate changes but changes are bound to happen and it can never be avoided. at times, at the end of the day i just feel like a piece of shit.

Post 15

It's been long since I last blogged, well not really that long either right? School has ended for this semester, farewell to year 2. A year just passed just in a blink of the eye, many things happened, good and bad. I'm sure along the way, I've learnt a lot. If you were to think that I changed, I probably did not because it is society that has been changing me, but I hope it is towards the better side. I should be happy that finally it is the holidays for me this march till april but the reason why I'm not feeling it, not that much. There will be so many things to deal with in the near coming future. Things like the final year project in school during 3.1 and internship during 3.2 and time to graduate. I am sure year 3 will pass by even quicker than it feels like in year 2. FYP's gonna be draining, visiting companies, doing research, survey, preparation and scheduling so much more, I believe. Went for the flying cabin crew's interview for the company, SilkAir, yesterday in the morning in school but it was an internal one. Can't lie at all, it was hectic morning and definitely a nerve-wrecking one. So the interview's like this, you go into the interviewing room in groups of 3 to 4, having to stand in front of 4 interviewees from the aviation course from my school adding on to 3 other facilitators from my own course, so total of 7 interviewees but not all of them spoke. We had to answer questions one by one initiated by one of the interviewees at any point of the whole duration on the spot but thank god they did not really ask too much that I might just faint anytime due to the overpowering nervousness. I presume our posture and the way we speak will also be evaluated as part of the interview. As expected, they talked about my facial condition but I am already under medication and treatment, so hopefully it will be cured soon. Oh, I missed out the part when they state that we should be in formal, I went into the assembly class in casual, felt so out of place and shock as I did not expect the interview to be a too serious one, totally not prepared at all when I reached. Luckily one of my course mate borrowed me her formal wear and thank god it fits comfortably.
There will be a second round of interview but that is only if I am able to pass through the first round, where we will be interviewed by the School of Hospitality facilitators.
Here is a picture of the few of us who got selected for the interview,

and yes, that's me in the totally odd and wrong outfit. 

Had housewarming some days back and here are a few photos to share,

and and and not to missed out, went over to Shamaine's place yesterday to have sort of a mini gathering with some korean and pan fried(?) oh and cheesecake made by Kathy, that was delicious. 

let's end off this post with a few other photos :-)