Post 41 - Trip to HongKong

8 September - 12 Sept 

All along thinking that it's 1:45pm flight on 12th until 2hrs before departure, I received a noti on my phone that it is supposed to be 1:45am flight. I almost peed on my pants, I panic like crazy that I think I looked like a bird trying to flap their wings to hard in order to fly. I shall not add in details, if not it's gna be another grandmother story 🙄 

Day 1: 

Just let me sum up about my recent trip to hongkong and I will just let photos tell the story! we basically took a super uber early 645am flight on the 8th. On the first day we reached hongkong, we immediately took the MTR to Dorsett Mongkok, our hotel to check in before we explore the place nearby and get our dinner. 

their version of our so called MRT concession card in singapore 🤗 

Be sure to try out this must-try drink in mongkok, hongkong!!!! (if only you're a coconut lover) 

it taste somewhat like raffallao sauce from llaollao 😋 thinking about it makes me drool.......... 

we kept walking around the streets and got some local food to try out on the first day! 

Day 2 - Ocean Park: 

We woke up at around 630am to prepare and start our second official day to the first theme park on itinerary. 

^ we were actually in this enclosed area where they have penguins, sea walruses, polar bears and those snow wolves(?) if that's what people call them(?) It was freezing and I was in a sleeveless top 😭 

how cute right?! they just snuggled up and get some rest, it keeps opening its eyes when we keep trying to knock on the glass (gently but loudly) HAHAHA wot 😂 

oh I swear ^ this walrus need to maintain and keep its private part to itself 🙈 so obscene!!! and it keeps making weird noises example farting sound 

we wanted to try the abyss, the two tall tower look alike ride but it was under maintenance 😭 but we tried most of the rides there already, no ragrets 

wasted cause we didn't managed to visit the panda(s)........... 

aren't the 2 of them cute?????? 

Do stay on for the next post on Day 3 and so on okay? 💓

Post 40

I love meeting new people, be around new people and have fun but many times I wonder why am I not accepting new people, why am I so afraid of meeting new people. I am so afraid that once I meet new people, I will start accepting new people into my life and let them fuck things up like how easily I allowed the people in the past to. I am so afraid that, I have a huge layer of shield around myself covered up from letting in new people. Sometimes I really want to just break the shield down and step out of my comfort zone but......... I really do not know how to not let the same thing happen again when I start accepting them into my life. 

Sigh. Thinking back, I wondered how I had all the courage to do something I now, do not dare and have the courage to do. however, am I supposed to thank them, the people who came into my life and hurt me because this way, they taught me lessons to be more careful with the people I meet in the future? 

Love,

Daphne 

Post 39

27/08/2016, 12:57AM 

Today marks the last day of ESE for me and knowing that it had all ended, it feels kinda empty inside... is this what my friends around me who are already 20 are experiencing? it's like everything you HAVE to do to be a normal singaporean kid had ended and you have to start making your own decision of what to do during your next phase of life. It suddenly feels empty for not having anything to read or to study. I'm starting to miss reading 6Ps, doing past year practice papers and pestering my facis for answers... but on the other hand, I'm actually quite relieved that school's out cause I'm out from a place filled with so much unhappiness and drama, to be very honest. there are happy times too but I would say to the minimal number of times. And somehow, I'm really looking forward to what I will be doing next and wish myself all the best for what I'm gonna do 😌

Post 38

sorry but bear with me with the spam of posts, just wanna update the recent happenings since I have the time and motivation to update now hahahahah 

on 9 aug instead of the normal routine whereby I will stay at home in front of the tv probably with a box of popcorns waiting to watch NDP performance but this year, crystal decided to organize this outing to the beach since we havent been hanging out for quite some time already. i feel bad i overslept till the tome we were supposed to meet so I hurried and prepare and head over to crystal's place. she drove us there but we got into the wrong entrance so we had to go a big round again into sentosa where all the beaches are located at. parked her car there and we wanted to get tickets for the sea sports however, due to the relocation of the sea sports, it is currently down. Last resort, we headed to tanjong beach and along the way we got a beach ball and frisbee. after reaching we started off playing with the beach ball and frisbee and not even 15 minutes, we got tired and sat down at one corner under the coconut tree. we basically chilled over there doing nothing much under the scorching sun till it's about time, we went off to take a shower before going to cine to catch a movie called "Nerve". it is a highly recommended movie to watch!!!! before that we rushed our dinner at xinwang 😂 all of us probably had indigestion from our meal! 

after the movie ended, we went home straight to get some rest before the day starts on wed 😲

Post 37

finally fyp's over 3 days back on wed (10 aug) 13 weeks of hardwork and sleepless nights of rushing to complete our reports and presentation slides have come to an end. no more meeting every now and then and even stay till late in school because of projects. had been great working with teammate who takes great initiative and responsibility on the project that actually pushed me to stretch further to complete it. On the day of formal presentation in the morning at 9am, I reached school around 8am to have a dry run and prep myself before the real presentation starts. we were all really nervous and I was literally shaking. after it ended, we took some photos and head back home afterwards before meeting up w my teammates for kbbq 😋 

Post 36

had a really yummy dinner at (i forgot the name of this place) that is at Waterway Point with Crystal yesterday✨ been quite some time since I meet her besides the last time we went drinking at clarke quay. although it was a short dinner and catch up session, i love it 😛 knowing that she sent her car to spray paint it, i really hope her car will be done soon so we can vroom vroom around the town! now can't wait to travel to HK w her and the rest, though there's still one month plus 哭

im breaking down but still have to act up a strong front

inconsistency fucking sucks, this i agree to the largest extent

being known for how incapable and lousy you are sucks too 

when your efforts and the constant improvement you tries to make aren't appreciated and recognised, then what is the point of continuing? 

Because I've been feeling so sick and tired from trying so much and so hard yet people do not appreciate it for already the countless times.